guy's mind

Still I am falling for you
Still you feel so close
Still you make me so desperate
Seems to get ever worse

I cannot comprehend why I admire you
I cannot comprehend why it feels so right
I cannot comprehend why I cannot let go
Seems to get ever worse

Never had I felt as close
Never had I thought what would change
Never had I been as depressed
With you, never seems to be forever

With you, it would seem different
With you, I would seem not stuck
With you, I would seem not depressed
Why you?

You don't really know
You wouldn't really care
You couldn't really feel the same
You really proved how unfair life is

I apologize for I could not be your hero
I apologize for I ran away
I apologize for who I am
I truly do

If only I knew when you will be past
If only I knew how to change
If only I knew what to do

Why did you make me feel this way?
Why did everything change?
Why did I change?
Why do I still live?

I apologize for I abhor you; but
If only I had never met you; but
Why do I love you, ever worse