guy's mind

Now that I've got more time; time to read books, to do sports, to talk to friends, to listen to music, to make plans, and to try new things. I could continue to add activities for ever, and usually spending time on them makes me feel just great. But at the moment I'm crabby. For different reasons.

First of all, I quit smoking yesterday and I'm prepared to starve the "nicotine monster" in me. I haven't had any cravings yet and somehow feel like a non-smoker (or maybe ex-smoker) already. I had been inclined to quit for quite a while and finally, I'm allowing myself to do so ;-) Truly, I'm looking forward for my lungs, my microcirculation, my teeth, and all other body parts to rejuvenate.

Second, my room mate keeps criticizing me for my behavior; even though I intend to treat him well and with respect at all times. This has confused me and made me think about whether I needed to show my feelings more. By any means, I will keep an eye on this issue.

Third, I'm almost certain a very special girl has moved in my neighborhood. This has brought out a lot of feelings and I feel an inner urge to find out if it's her. My room mate keeps telling me that I'm crazy, that I'm simply daydreaming, and that I should concentrate on other activities than watching my neighbors. This makes me very sad, to think that my visual perceptions might only have played a trick on me. Should I be disturbed?

O.k. bloggers, this was a reflective post. Tomorrow, my sister, my sister's boyfriend, my sister's boyfriend's sister [couldn't be expressed more complicated, huh?] and me will be going to a theme park. I'll take my cam with me and see if I can share a few pics with you.